Invisible Keystrokes

It's a battle in my brain
 Got it locked up so tight though
 I might loose control suffer through all my mental
 The pain that I deal with are invisible keystrokes
 That yall keep on playing
 Tap that piano I'm done
 So what's this man going to do today
 Hand in his pocket just to hide the pain
 Bloody knuckled stained with a wall distain
 Ashamed dismayed by the life he made
 One step closer to an early grave
 Wish he was worthy of a life to save
 Revert to the peace of his mental conclave
 It's my fault but God damn I'm done
 Living in a shadow of a man I never was
 Immature choices choose to haunt me
 I'm not the man I was and I'm not the man I'm gonna be
 It's a battle in my brain
 Got it locked up so tight though
 I might lose control
 Suffer through all my mental
 The pain that I deal with are invisible keystrokes
 That y'all keep on playin'
 Tap that piano I'm done
 So what's this man going to do toady
 Fix that wall was the blood away
 Sit down talk to the family
 Explain make change for the life he'll make
 Take a step back got a plot to pave
 Find the beauty in a life to save
 Do away the grave of the mental conclave
 It's my fault but God damn I'm done
 Living in a shadow of a man I never was
 Immature choices choose to haunt me
 I'm not the man I was and I'm not the man I'm gonna be