Outro (Nick)

It's another little story that I'm gonna have to tell
 Pay attention its a quick one sit down or just go to hell
 Just a broken little kid for I knew not what I did
 A bully to my brother like a bitch when we was kids
 Tried to tell him how to act how to dress how to be
 Wanted nothing more than a little brother like me
 But you see for me at the age of
 fifteen drugs plus funds was the life to lead
 Not a role model though I set my sights to
 be the damage was done I just couldn't see
 I miss you little brother gotta tell you I was
 wrong so I wrote in a message and I put it in a song
 I'm sorry that I ditched you with a broken dad and mom
 and expected you to raise my kids when I was fucking gone
 I know I never put the fucking needle in your arm
 but I wish I took it out before I let it go this far
 Yo I know it's no excuse but I had to throw the deuce
 I was slipping and I didn't want to end up in a noose
 So I had to fucking choose never wanted you to lose
 the stellar fucking future that you had in front of you
 But you threw it all away now you contemplate escape
 A family fucking broken while we counting down the days