Why did you leave me?

Why did you have to go?
 Because now I feel so alone
 Why did you have to go?
 Because now I feel so alone
 You know I hate it when you don't call back
 Now just tell me what you call that ya'
 I'm not good 'til I fall back sippin' on the hard black
 Hit me like a heart attack ya'
 And I tried but I failed couldn't stop you from leaving
 When you said you loved me that shit was misleading
 You play with emotions I can't stop the bleeding
 It's hot where I'm from but you're changing the seasons ya'
 And I don't ever wanna fight nah
 I don't wanna be alone when it's night time
 I just wanna be in touch with the right mind
 My God used to be in love now you ain't mine
 I've been all in my head can't get out of my bed
 Overthinking everything think I'm better off dead
 I just roll up a blunt and get high off the meds
 I don't got no one else and I just chill with my stress ya'
 Long nights and the day's cold
 Smoke all in my lungs but I'm still low
 Steady waiting for the day where I'm not alone
 Sad boy hours everyday how my life goes
 Now I'm missing them days we would text 'til the morning
 We talked about music now my world is pouring
 I'm stuck in a circle it's you I'm adoring
 A hole in my chest and there is no restoring
 Why did you have to go?
 Because now I feel so alone
 Why did you have to go?
 Because now I feel so alone
 Ya' and I don't ever wanna restart
 I could never re-track 'cause you break hearts
 Lost love it was found in the cold dark
 See we could never be in touch 'cause you're too far
 Ya' you've been wasting my time
 I'm wasted and chasing something hard to find
 You broke me so much now it's hard to confide
 I don't wanna make up and I just want piece of mind
 I've been all in my head can't get out of my bed
 Overthinking everything think I'm better off dead
 You would never understand all the feelings I've kept
 But you still are the reason my life is a mess
 So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt
 I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse
 So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt
 I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse