Fly Away

Almost feel like I can fly away
 I wanna die today
 Blow my brains out all over the door
 That's a doorway to a higher place
 I need a hideaway
 Glowing gold
 My soul is golden
 Got the golden glow
 Feel no remorse though when I close the door
 Yeah I be sober
 But I almost wanna overdose
 I close my eyes
 And journey off into my dark place
 And part ways
 Float far away
 Look
 I just wanna escape
 I seen to much
 I seen enough
 I feel enough of this place
 They wanna shape me
 Wanna make me
 I don't wanna be fake
 But I gotta press my foot onto the gas
 And just keep on blowing past em
 Press it down
 I'm going faster
 They talking to me but
 I don't understand them
 Don't really know I gotta ask them
 I feel this pain
 Its always lasting
 Almost feel like I can fly away
 I wanna die today
 Blow my brains out all over the door
 That's a doorway to a higher place
 I need a hideaway
 I need to die today
 Hurry do it right away
 Pull the fucking trigger
 Put a bullet in my mind today
 I'm wide awake
 I don't wanna live
 And no i'm not afraid
 I think I reached my limits
 I can't concentrate
 I'm locked away
 It's like i'm trapped inside a castle
 With a diamond on the mantel
 I want more I just cant handle all my bounds and chains
 I'm not allowed to break
 In such a lousy space
 But what if look yeah
 Almost feel like I can fly away
 I wanna die today
 Blow my brains out all over the door
 That's a doorway to a higher place
 I need a hideaway
 Yeah
 But i'm just going through the motions
 Dream of riding waves but my ocean has been frozen
 Don't know where i'm going
 Thought by now I'd have it figured out and I be coasting
 But that's not the way its going
 Something must be broken
 My thoughts are caught in limbo and I cant feel no emotion
 Yeah
 Almost feel like I can fly away
 I wanna die today
 Blow my brains out all over the door
 That's a doorway to a higher place
 I need a hideaway
 Almost thought that I can fly away
 I'm gonna die today