In My Head

Laid back and I'm stuck in my head
 Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed
 Cuz I been doing things wrong
 And I'm just tryna live this life right
 But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right
 Laid back and I'm stuck in my head
 Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed
 Cuz I been doing things wrong
 And I'm just tryna live this life right
 But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right
 I been in my head lately I been in my bed
 Staring at the ceiling counting demons stead of sheep I
 Don't feel right
 Don't feel like this real life
 Hop out of bed and rub my eyes cuz maybe I don't see right
 That's not the case
 Skeletons up in my closet
 Just being honest
 Racing to the bathroom with a stomach full of vomit
 And my hands covered in sins I done commit for me to wash it
 Now I'm watching but they wont go down the faucet
 Think I lost it
 What had caused it
 No I don't know
 Getting muddy like a GoPro
 Get the money and I'm getting plenty
 They wan' take it from me like a hobo
 That's a no go
 Got the paper coming but in slow-mo
 Like oh no that's no dough
 Ima get a bag on my own
 I'm going solo look
 I be on my own
 They 'wan see me down but
 I kill all my foes
 Devils in my head like
 You don't even know
 No one checking in
 I got no friends to even hit my phone
 It's fine just let me be alone I'm
 Laid back and I'm stuck in my head
 Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed
 Cuz I been doing things wrong
 And I'm just tryna live this life right
 But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right
 Laid back and I'm stuck in my head
 Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed
 Cuz I been doing things wrong
 And I'm just tryna live this life right
 But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right
 I can't sleep been overthinking to myself
 Every move I ever made I began to excel
 Seen my momma on the weekends it was hard to confess
 How was I suppose to tell her something that I couldn't express
 Yeah
 Everyday that I was drinking man I started sinking
 Rope around my neck push me over but no one heard me screaming
 I couldn't take it my life was always on command
 I was looking for guidance I just needed the time to stand
 The life didn't choose me man I make my choices
 So many demons in my head and I can hear the voices
 Crack a bottle roll a L feed myself the poison
 Never had the encouragement to flush it even down the toilet
 Pain coming began the point of hallucination
 Pop another tab to see my true life was an obligation
 Another day and I feel like I just can't escape
 Grab the blade to my skin feeling like I'm losing faith
 Laid back and I'm stuck in my head
 Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed
 Cuz I been doing things wrong
 And I'm just tryna live this life right
 But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right
 Laid back and I'm stuck in my head
 Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed
 Cuz I been doing things wrong
 And I'm just tryna live this life right
 But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right