Event

The thoughts that circle my head are far from innocent
 And the worst part of it is you
 Can't change me
 Can't save me
 This world will swallow me whole
 Ever since that night I'm afraid to fucking feel alone
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 These wounds turn into scars as I am ripped apart
 Sensations lost as I'm thrown right back to the start
 For fucking years I've escaped this
 Feeling hurt feeling trapped inside of this disconnect
 The steering hand of your demons
 Made it's way to your heart to make you cold as shit
 I can't breathe
 Put me out of my misery
 I can't sleep
 Please take this pain away from me
 My own existence makes me sick
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 Do you know what it feels like
 To feel nothing at all?
 It leaves you dead inside
 I know I missed my introduction
 But what the fuck do you want from me?
 It all happens in a second
 This trauma hurts more than it looks
 Please do not pray for me
 The repetition of sorrow has broken me
 Where the hell do I begin?
 The days just start to bleed together
 I'm starting to lose track of myself and feel as if I'm a enemy
 I'm losing sleep at night knowing I'm the one who made it through this
 I never knew I could live with so much weight on my chest
 The darkness is rising, I feel it deep inside me
 I'm going insane living in this constant state of agony
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 Agony
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 I'm going insane living in this constant state of agony
 The wounds turn into scars as I am ripped apart
 Sensations lost as I'm thrown right back to the start
 I'd be forced to feel alone If I could feel at all
 Tear me apart, feast on my skin, my backs against the wall
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 (Goodbye!)
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 What am I supposed to do?
 Now that I'm all alone