Loathe

Choking on the dirt that I've been force fed
 The population is bleeding me dry
 Swallow my pride as I watch the moonlight seep into my pores
 I only fear the end
 It happens over and over again
 Separation, it fucks with my head
 Bullshit, I am constantly fed
 Autophobia, I wish I was dead
 Fuck
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 I try to hide the pain away
 On the edge of the precipice
 Never to see the light of day
 Cursed to be a nihilist
 Endless pits of fucking madness
 And I'm so afraid, the spiraling entity stuck in my brain
 Crafted an outward persona
 Threatening to tear me apart
 Feels like I've been sleeping
 Locked away from the world I've known
 Feels like the glass is breaking
 Set free as you lose control
 Choking on the dirt that I've been force fed
 The population is bleeding me dry
 Swallow my pride as I watch the moonlight seep into my pores
 I only fear the end
 It happens over and over again
 Separation, it fucks with my head
 Bullshit, I am constantly fed
 Autophobia, I wish I was dead
 Oh
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 Helpless against the ever growing darkness
 Hopeless I can never escape
 It's out of my hands
 Not even screams can break this silence
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 I can't stand myself
 Breathe
 I try to hide the pain away
 On the edge of the precipice
 Never to see the light of day
 Cursed to be a nihilist