Wasted

You're so toxic yet so full of life
 But sadly it's the pills that have fueled your heart beat
 Washed down with the poisons that make you feel
 It's breaking my back the pain is so surreal
 Watching someone you love start to wither away
 Choking down your sorrows down only furthers the decay
 But don't fake some security
 You Won't change even when You know you're hurting me
 I've been trying for so long
 Just to make a break through
 Anyone can see what's wrong
 And I'm still dying to fix you
 Is this what you wanted
 This fucking sickness has taken the best of me
 Every night I'm haunted
 Knowing that I may have missed my chance to
 Save you from this emptiness
 Or what's left of you
 Take the blame for everything that's in your head
 But you're fucking wasted
 What makes a difference
 Do you even care how I feel
 I've been watching you suffer
 You brush it off like it no big deal
 Acting like you're dealing with all this pain
 As if I'm going to cut ties and walk away
 But don't count on my feelings
 I'm just a fucking pawn inside your game
 I'm trying to let go of your mistakes
 But that's so hard when you're burning at the stake
 I'm not sober for my own fucking benefit
 I'm trying to show the other life you can live
 You've began Painting pictures to keep us away
 "I'm fine" another lie are you feeling afraid
 Any day you will fade into your distain
 Do you even listen to what I have to say
 Why, do you turn away
 Why, won't you fucking change
 I've been trying for so long
 Just to make a break through
 Anyone can see what's wrong
 And I'm still dying to fix you
 Is this what you wanted
 This fucking sickness has taken the best of me
 Every night I'm haunted
 Knowing that I may have missed my chance to
 Save you from this emptiness
 Or what's left of you
 Take the blame for everything that's in your head
 But you're fucking wasted
 Why, can't I let you die
 Instead I watch you burn
 And piss away your fucking life
 And I can't save you from this emptiness
 Or what's left of you
 And I won't take the blame for everything that's in your head
 Cause you're fucking wasted