Weary

I know this life has taken everything from me
 Go
 Left behind me such a broken past
 I'll do anything to numb the pain and make it last
 But we're caught in the dark at the hands of the gods
 As we're told to forget and we live in facade
 And I'll do anything to make the past feel real
 Conscious not to make a brand new deal
 Count down your days
 Just a taste of the price you'll pay
 (Just a taste of the price you'll pay)
 I feel so fucking numb again
 But I guess this where I will begin
 So go ahead and take a bite of my pain
 And drag me out to the point I can't remember my fucking name
 I can't take another day off this
 (And I feel so fucking sick so you)
 Wait for me to call your name
 As if everything felt the same
 But you beg for forgiveness
 But my consciousness is fucking late
 So please make sure to count your days
 Cause there's no one's here comfort me
 But my feelings are still justified
 And wrapped up in everything you forgot
 I feel like giving into submission
 There's something inside of me
 Let's take it from start
 Introspective with a broken heart
 Where am I? I'm lost in the fucking dark
 We have to find the middle ground
 Or we'll never find our way back around
 Constantly in my head there's no easy way out
 But I'm not the person to collect when I'm down
 And I'll do anything to make the past feel real
 Conscious not to make a brand new deal
 Count down your days
 Just a taste of the price you'll pay
 We never conceded to doubt
 And thinking for yourself has it ever been aloud?
 I look silence the screams
 Cast by the ones embedded in dreams