i still care, but i know that i shouldn't

I know that you won't hear this
 So I can be as honest as I want
 Isn't that fun?
 I've been wondering how it feels
 To stare down the barrel of a gun
 So, give me five more minutes
 So I can clear my head up
 So I can dry my eyes, love
 I know that you won't get it
 But I think it's time I said it
 I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
 I can't help but wonder
 I hope you're not hurting
 I still care
 I'm getting used to my burdens
 I know you won't hear this
 My mind isn't working
 I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
 I can't help but wonder
 I hope you're not hurting
 I still care
 I'm getting used to my burdens
 I know you won't hear this
 My mind isn't working
 (My mind isn't working)
 I still care
 I hope you know that you can talk to me
 Even though your words cut me to the artery, yeah
 I hope you know that I don't hate you
 Even though I really fucking want to
 So, when it's late, and I'm feeling low
 Replacing air with chemicals
 I tend to forget what I'm holding on for
 And nothing feels real
 It's so hard to forget when I can't heal
 I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
 I can't help but wonder
 I hope you're not hurting
 I still care
 I'm getting used to my burdens
 I know you won't hear this
 My mind isn't working
 I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
 I can't help but wonder
 I hope you're not hurting
 I still care
 I'm getting used to my burdens
 I know you won't hear this
 My mind isn't working
 (My mind isn't working)
 So, give me five more minutes, minutes
 My mind isn't working
 So, give me five more (minutes, minutes)
 Wish you would ask for another chance
 Even though you don't deserve it
 And even if it's hard, I wanna see someone in the morning
 I'm so fucking tired of hurting
 I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
 And I can't help but wonder
 I hope you're not hurting
 I still care
 I'm getting used to my burdens
 I know you won't hear this
 My mind isn't working
 I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
 I can't help but wonder
 I hope you're not hurting
 I still care
 I'm getting used to my burdens
 I know you won't hear this
 My mind isn't working
 I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
 And I can't help but wonder
 I hope you're not hurting
 I still care
 I'm getting used to my burdens
 I know you won't hear this
 My mind isn't working
 I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
 And I can't help but wonder
 I hope you're not hurting
 I still care
 I'm getting used to my burdens
 I know you won't hear this
 My mind isn't working (working, isn't working)