medicine

I don't wanna fall in love and fall apart again
 I don't know if I'm ok enough
 So I keep taking medicine
 And give my head a rest
 But what did I expect?
 I don't wanna fall in love and fall apart again
 I don't know if I'm ok enough
 So I keep taking medicine
 And give my head a rest
 But what did I expect? (Oh, what did I expect?)
 I don't wanna fall in love and fall apart again
 I don't know if I'm ok enough
 So I keep taking medicine
 And give my head a rest
 But what did I expect? (Oh, what did I expect?)
 (Oh, oh)
 I said I'd give him everything
 But everything meant nothing
 But I still stayed so I could feel
 I'm holding on to something
 And I feel like a burnout
 Lie and say I'm better on my own now
 Okay, alright (okay, alright)
 I'm starting to feel nothing when I lay awake at night
 Okay, alright (okay, alright)
 I'll fool myself with every other lie
 I still think of every word you said to me
 Tryna ease the memory by drowning it in nicotine
 I swear to fucking God that one day you'll be dead to me
 But right now just to hear your voice, I swear that I'd do anything
 I still think of every word you said to me
 Tryna ease the memory by drowning it in nicotine
 I swear to fucking God that one day you'll be dead to me
 But right now just to hear your voice, I swear that I'd do anything
 I don't wanna fall in love and fall apart again
 I don't know if I'm ok enough
 So I keep taking medicine
 And give my head a rest
 But what did I expect? (Oh, what did I expect?)
 I don't wanna fall in love and fall apart again
 I don't know if I'm ok enough
 So I keep taking medicine
 And give my head a rest
 But what did I expect? (Oh, what did I expect?)
 (Oh, oh)
 But what did I expect?
 But what did I expect? But what did I expect?