Care

I've been fighting with myself for seventeen years
 Some nights I wish that I could just disappear
 When I talk, not sincere, I don't fit in with my peers
 They've been tryna talk to Edgar, hope you know that he's not there
 Call, call, call, but I'm never picking up
 Sick and tired, tired, tired, at this point, I've had enough
 Say you care, care, care, but you're lying, called your bluff
 All this shit keeps on happening, but I guess it's my luck
 Damn, I think I'm running out of fucks to give
 I'm at a point in my life where I don't give a shit
 Say you're sorry, but will never change the shit that you did
 So don't waste all my time with your liеs and your fears
 Brain wastes away, and I'll watch it decay
 Sitting down with my thoughts, I watch 'еm all rot away
 I saw all my friends leave, I watched 'em fading away
 But there's nothing I could do, there's nothing that I could say
 Oh, you're sorry? I don't care, said I need you, never there
 With my feelings in this chair, hope you know that life ain't fair
 Think we cool? No, we not, hope you burn, hope you rot!
 I ain't give a second thought when I shoot the second shot
 Call, call, call, but I'm never picking up
 Sick and tired, tired, tired, at this point, I've had enough
 Say you care, care, care, but you're lying, called your bluff
 All this shit keeps on happening, but I guess it's my luck
 Damn, I think I'm running out of fucks to give
 I'm at a point in my life where I don't give a shit
 Say you're sorry, but will never change the shit that you did
 So don't waste all my time with your lies and your fears