Something Better

Alright, I get by
 I barely speak about anything except long nights
 I miss even having a chance to fight
 And we're just doing all the same shit
 And they're just saying the same things anyway
 I'm bored, of course, by this whole thing
 And every day I find it harder to relate
 All night, we got by
 I barely care about anything except tonight
 It's alright
 I'll make it up when I feel alright
 And I'm so sick of second chances
 These awkward glances seem different than before
 I'm sure of myself, temporary
 This wistfulness is getting harder to ignore
 And maybe we'll find a good way
 Just don't count on me
 We'll find something better eventually
 We'll think about all the good times
 And sort through the bullshit that makes us believe
 That we can never make a change
 I know these streets I've walked along so many times before
 Last night, I swear I finally found what I came here for
 We sat outside talking about movies and music we hate
 Cause there's not much left to like
 But we still hold on to the songs that became a reason to live
 And the soundtracks to our lives
 And maybe we'll find a good way
 Just don't count on me
 We'll find something better eventually
 We'll think about all the good times
 And sort through the bullshit that makes us believe
 That we can never make a change