Swirling

I think you thought that I was kidding when we talked all night
 About music and the way our shadows hit the light
 And my room is just a playground for lost cause, another conversation I'm not good enough
 So we talked all night until the sun came up, I think most of the bands you like all suck
 And I think that maybe you listen to way too much Brand New and Morrissey
 I've spent my summers feeling younger 'cause we never grew up
 It's not perfect, I admit it, but it's good enough
 I deconstructed myself just to try to be a person somebody else wanted me to be
 I was wrong
 And every conversation that we ever had
 About high school or how much I sometimes miss my dad
 Or post high school in college when we all got lost
 And spent some nights I've already forgot
 Like when I thought that I was quitting, just giving up
 I wrote some words down on a flier at a random truck stop
 I talked more than I think I ever had
 I was glad
 I was glad
 And all I know, and all I've been, it made me better but it took so long to get here
 And I still fall, and I still talk to you when I feel weak now and then
 I still care, I just pretend I don't
 But some whole days, I think I really don't
 I don't know myself at all sometimes
 I'm a mess when you are not around
 Problem is, I like to be alone
 I'm confused, just like everyone else
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