You Look Like Springtime

Please don't look at me when I'm trying to sing
 I'll mess up and then shut down
 And then I'll probably laugh, but still after the fact
 It's so weird that people care now
 From songs we used to know, to places we still go, we all have things that never change
 If we're just messing around, see I don't come from a big town, so I'm easily entertained
 Maybe I can find a way back
 But the fact remains that I feel stuck
 And always hoping for the best just sounds like desperation to me
 The TV lights up my room, my thoughts are lighting a fuse, and it's going straight to my brain
 They say you die alone, miles from your home, I guess we erase what we can't face
 Maybe I can find a way back
 But the fact remains that I feel stuck
 And always hoping for the best just sounds like desperation to me
 Oh yeah, I don't need much motivation
 I've said, I'll take the blame for everything
 Oh yeah
 (It's hard to get up from here)
 It's hard to get up when you feel vacant
 I've been
 (Laying here for so long)
 Woken up from my bathroom floor
 Oh yeah
 (It's hard to get up from here)
 I don't need much motivation
 I've said
 (Been laying here for so long)
 I'll take the blame for everything
 Maybe I can find the way back
 But the fact remains that I feel stuck
 And always hoping for the best just sounds like desperation to me