Work

I guess he had to wonder
 Larger than life on screen
 And now in technicolor
 Where sickness gave me meaning
 I'm young again
 Consumed in bed by silks and pills
 I'm twenty one again
 Not yet concerned with men
 If you had this chance
 You wouldn't be the audience
 You'd be the play itself
 I'm just the star, baby
 All things in time will be well
 We just now found
 How our light worked to trick the eye
 I really think we should slow down
 And you keep saying it's ok, but I still don't believe you
 I guess I photograph well, remind me again what you do?
 Stick your flesh in my mouth, say you like it when I bite
 Cross your fingers and be nice and man I just might
 But this learning is too much for me
 This script is to heavy
 I know I can hurt me
 Far worse than you can hurt me
 I'm no stranger to pain
 I'd put a knife to my skin
 And wait for some young man
 To kick my broken door in
 And my skin is full of blood
 And my eyes are full of stars
 And my blood is full of stars
 And I'm so fucking embarrassed
 And I'm so fucking happy now
 And you had no idea
 How much had changed once you left
 Now you're back like it's nothing
 We make love and fall so and it doesn't feel good
 It's not magic it's work
 But it's real and that's cool
 What we have to lift
 Is beyond heavy
 Had surpassed normal
 It has taken on my likeness
 He doesn't change
 But somehow he grows
 Says he now knows
 What life is like without me
 And I'll buy anything
 As long as it sounds good
 But it doesn't matter
 Everything is fine