All I've Ever Been

And oh darling, do forgive
 For all I've ever been and all I ever wasn't
 I was tired, I was torn, I was angry and I was numb
 But you were there and weren't shown cause I was blinded by my own
 I hope you feel me breath on your neck when you're listening to this one
 I hope your heart explodes and you're constantly gasping for oxygen
 And it's not cause I hate you, it's better off to leave it
 Than constantly turning back to run for something you can't keep up with
 There are wars in the words you say and I can't beat it
 There's hope in the love we lost and we can't keep it
 So put down your armour darling I'll stop shooting
 If you promise to always love me like you mean it, I don't need it but I do
 And it's funny how we've grown so far away
 From all the little words that never got to have their say
 So what better place to tell you than right here
 It'll be the ringing in your ears and everybody else's
 How I tried to hold you tightly but you always slipped away
 And when you fucked up all your chances
 You ran back saying you're sorry
 I hope you feel me breath on your neck when you're listening to this one
 I hope your heart explodes and you're constantly gasping for oxygen
 And it's not cause I hate you, it's better off to leave it
 Than constantly turning back to run for something you can't keep up with
 There are wars in the words you say and I can't beat it
 There's hope in the love we lost and we can't keep it
 So put down your armour darling I'll stop shooting
 If you promise to always love me like you mean it
 I don't need you anymore
 More, no more, more
 Yeah
 And what was left in the past
 Will someday find me again in your eyes
 And all that we could've been
 Will never haunt me again when I see you this time
 And I hope you're doing well