Again

If I had to talk simply about it
 Well I'm sure I'd say nothing at all
 How the thoughts in my head get so crowded
 Or how everything makes me feel small
 How I constantly feel I'm surrounded
 Or feel no one's around me at all
 Or feel nothing
 Trade me anything just to feel something
 Take your pick
 Take it all
 We'll take hold
 Leave his bones as bare as our hearts
 We'll take hold
 Drain the life from him
 Make him empty and cold
 Every happy thought you have is tagged with hidden costs
 There's no way out
 I don't think you'll understand
 No rescue
 Oh, I thought we were past this
 Oh, I thought we were moving on
 Thought you'd gotten the message
 But I guess I was fucking wrong
 What's so wrong?
 Oh, don't get in your head
 There is solace in this depression
 It's the only thing that's permanent
 When everyone leaves you
 Let nothing deceive you
 We'll always be here by your side
 Ain't it something?
 Even now, when you swear you've got nothing
 We're still buried inside
 My colors will stay the same
 But my shades will bloom from grey to grey
 This smothered state of change
 Will rearrange me grey to grey
 What's so wrong?
 Oh, don't get in your head
 There is solace in this depression
 It's the only thing that's permanent
 When everyone leaves you
 Let nothing deceive you
 We'll always be here by your side
 Ain't it something?
 Even now, when you swear you've got nothing
 We're still buried inside
 If I had to talk simply about it
 Well I'm sure I'd say nothing at all
 How the thoughts in my head get so crowded
 Or how everything makes me feel small
 How I constantly feel I'm surrounded
 Or feel no one's around me at all
 Or feel nothing
 Trade me anything just to feel something
 Take your pick
 Take it all