Sword

Breaking through the normalcy
 The panic makes its entrance
 New glass upon the floor, it only mingles with the old
 How can I feel so fucking guarded
 And be totally defenseless
 Parts of me are burning
 Parts of me are cold
 A part of me feels so goddamn apart from me
 It's scaring me
 Try to pull myself together
 Gain composure
 Take a breath and just hold it, hold it
 Now exhale
 I am in control and if I wait, the feeling passes
 Now hold up, just hold up
 Though this newly founded confidence is admirable
 It's tattered and it's frayed and now it's standing in my way
 So just cut the act
 No one has their life together
 No one has it figured out
 But they all make the best of it while you take the worst parts and
 Stitch them all together
 Make an effigy and stick it full of pins so you'll remember
 You're in this alone
 You made yourself a martyr
 And it feels so good to fall on the sword
 It feels so good to fall on the sword
 But what the fuck are we falling for
 Breaking through the confidence
 The panic grabs a hold of my neck
 And drags me through the shatters closer to the door
 Whether it's an entrance or an exit is up to you, it mentions
 Parts of me are screaming
 Some part of me can't make out a word
 I can't make out a word
 I can't make out a word
 Paranoid and nauseous, I collapse
 We've got him right where we want him
 Keep it up, keep it up, keep it up now
 Tear his fucking heart from his chest
 Right out
 Make a run for it
 Salvage what you can and just
 Stitch them all together
 Make an effigy and stick it full of pins so you'll remember
 You're in this alone
 You made yourself a martyr
 And it feels so good to fall on the sword
 It feels so good to fall on the sword
 But what the fuck are we falling for
 Never drowning
 Never really drowning but never really out of the water
 Never drowning
 Never really drowning but never really out of the...
 Water
 It surrounds me
 Picks me up into the sky and wraps me up until I'm drowning
 Don't bother to save me
 Let the waves take hold and change me
 I dove in
 Tried to put myself together but the pieces never fit to begin
 I dove in, I dove in
 You can't pull somebody out
 If you have never known how deep they were
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