Finally

For too long now I've been trying to work out how
 I can pull myself from this pit I've dug for me alone to fit
 How I've lied to the friends who stand at my side
 In not letting them see, the darker parts of me
 Finally, I've grown back the ability to
 Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again
 I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know
 Finally, I've grown back the ability to
 Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again
 I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know
 I'm gonna be moving on I'm gonna be moving out
 I feel I've got the grips of what this game is all about
 The days have definitely seen me turn from blue to grey to black
 So convinced that I would never be able to find my own way back
 I thought I could continue to be carefree
 I thought my default was preset to happy
 Suddenly a smile is a face you put on
 Muscles are moving but meaning has gone
 Now no more
 Closing all the doors and willingly wasting away the day
 No more, I'm feeling so unsure about things that I wanna say
 I find out that I've got the means to turn it inside out
 Shedding a layer of skin
 Clean slate and we fucking breathe again
 Finally I've grown back the ability to
 Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again
 I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know
 Finally I've grown back the ability to
 Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again
 I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know
 Is anyone, anyone in the mood to turn it on?
 I wanna, I wanna find myself some fun
 Is anyone, anyone in the mood to turn it on?
 I wanna, I wanna find myself some fun
 For too long now I've been trying to work out how
 I can pull myself from this pit I've dug for me alone to fit
 How I've lied to the friends who stand at my side
 In not letting them see, the darker parts of me
 Finally, I've grown back the ability to
 Stop the demons coming in face the night alone again
 I'll never feel the cold again, as far as I can know
 Finally, I've grown back the ability to
 Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again
 I'll never feel the cold again as far as i can know
 Cause my body's outta sight (far as I can go)
 No need for me to hide (far as I can know)
 They try to pull me back I say "No, please no"
 I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know
 Finally, I've grown back the ability to
 Stop the demons coming in face the night alone again
 I'll never feel the cold again, as far as I can know
 Finally, I've grown back the ability to
 Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again
 I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know