Run Into The World

Like the drive home from a 30-hour flight
 Part of me wants to be dead
 Part of me's so happy to be alive
 When you start crying in the middle of a fight
 I never wanna see you sad
 But that does not mean that you are right
 And I wake and I pace around the bed
 Doesn't mean I can't be near you
 But being alive makes me stressed
 You fall asleep as I'm patting your head
 In mine, I am repeating, "I'm glad we are not dead
 I'm glad we are not dead"
 If you need me I'll come running
 Would have thought that I'd proved that
 Can divide our despair, could've conquered our sad
 Run into the world, run into the world, run into the world
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 I don't think it's cool that you started 'cause it is what I sing about
 I'm learning not to romanticise destroying tissue with self-doubt
 Take time to appreciate what's in between
 When the medicine wears off, and when the sleeping pills kick in
 And If you need me I'll come running
 Would have thought that I'd proved that
 Can divide our despair, could've conquered our sad
 Run into the world, run into the world, run into the world
 Run into the world, run into the world, run into the world
 And if you think you can take it, go on just take it all
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 It's like I'm running for the train that will hit me
 Stayed up all night for a sun that won't rise
 If nothing gets better, neither will I
 If nothing gets better, neither will I
 I'll do this so much better next time
 (If nothing gets better, neither will I)
 Run into the world, run into the world, run into the world
 Run into the world, run into the world, run into the world
 And if you think you can take it, go on just take it all