Throw Me In The River

You're and angel I'm a mess but darling I've got nothing left
 The skin I wore when we first met surely has by now been shed
 So I'll paper over what I lack, I'll fill in the pores and cracks
 I hope whatever you were running from
 Didn't catch you when you thought that you were gone
 And I crossed another border, further from home for the third time this week
 I wish I had the intelligence or identification to buy a phone
 I'd give anything to hear you speak
 Say something sweet
 Say something nice to me
 Then throw me in the fucking river
 I'll feed something if I drown
 Throw me in the fucking river
 I am already in the process of getting chewed up and spat out
 Like when we held hands in the front seat of the car
 When we fucked in new year's park
 Thought that I would feel whole, thought that I would feel free
 At least you thought I had a soul
 At least you fucking noticed me
 This morning I'll walk north on Main Street
 Towards the temples feel the sun's heat
 And I'll know whatever happens my conscience will be clear
 Even if I let these thoughts I have puff up in smoke and disappear
 Say something sweet
 Say something nice to m