When I Change My Name

I think I'm supposed to be
 I think I'm supposed to be lonely
 But life doesn't stop when you fall down
 And falling down never stopped me
 Cannot reason with the fire
 Once it decides it's burning down your home
 Stop listening to music, we're all fucking liars
 Without you we'd have nowhere else to go
 Can't get much closer
 Can't get much closer than this
 I'm scared of the future
 There's always something amiss
 Can't get much closer
 Can't get much closer than this
 I'm scared of the future
 There's always something
 And I walk in my room and I kick off my work boots
 Bed is unmade but in a good way
 I can live with the nostalgia and the shame
 When I change my name
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 I'll never be like the people in advertisements
 Down the barrel of the camera with a knowing smile and a wry grin
 Even after witnessing such destructive purposeless
 Next time it's at my front door I'd have a hard time not letting it in
 What no one tells you about men who disappear into madness
 Is sometimes they welcomed it
 What no one tells you about being smothered by sadness
 Is sometimes the smothering can be kinda comforting
 Sometimes the smothering can be kinda comforting
 Sometimes the smothering can be kinda comforting
 Can't get much closer
 Can't get much closer than this
 I'm scared of the future
 There's always something amiss
 Can't get much closer
 Can't get much closer than this
 I'm scared of the future
 There's always something
 And I walk in my room and I kick off my work boots
 Bed is unmade but in a good way
 I can live with the nostalgia and the shame
 When I change my name
 When I change
 Let the memories fade
 Let the sunlight in
 Let the music change
 Let the people sing
 Let the stars collide
 Let the bastards win
 Let the memories die
 Become everything
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 I walk in my room and I kick off my work boots
 Bed is unmade but in a good way
 I can live with the nostalgia and the shame
 When I change my name
 When I change my name
 When I change my name