Secretly Depressed

I spit on the process that made me where I live today
 'Cause, I'm a secretly depressed boy if you want to know
 Regulator, self destructor
 Just between two states to drive my behavior
 And that's how I define me
 All, that I surrounded as a spirit
 All that I've never been forced to admit
 Understand that I am allowed
 Allowed, to destroy, my own blood, my own crowd
 I'm involved, it's just another auto therapy
 I just dig the grave I deserve for my mischief that's the answer
 Regulator, self destructor
 Just between two states to drive my behavior
 And that's how I define me
 All, that I surrounded as a spirit
 All that I've never been forced to admit
 Understand that I am allowed
 Don't ever think about it
 And take it as a defeat
 I just want another fall
 Regulator, self destructor
 Just between two states to drive my behavior
 And that's how I define me
 All, that I surrounded as a spirit
 All that i've never been forced to admit
 Understand that i am allowed