Silence

I'm surrounded by others
 But I feel so alone
 In an endless battle
 Inside my head
 Don't know who is the enemy
 And who is the martyr
 It makes it harder
 Am I guilty for being real?
 For saying how I really feel?
 Am I better off keeping it inside
 And living a lie?
 Because my words will hurt you
 But my silence will kill us
 Try to keep focus on myself
 And think things through
 To gain independence
 With or without you
 Justify my intentions
 To make my guilt disappear
 My mind's growing foggy
 Got to make things clear
 Am I guilty for being real?
 For saying how I really feel?
 Am I better off keeping it inside
 And living a lie?
 Because my words will hurt you
 But my silence will kill us
 I think I'll keep my mouth shut
 And look the other way
 Close my eyes tonight
 Tomorrow is another day.