HURT

It doesn't feel right with you gone
 It hurts too much to be left alone
 I know I was never in your plans
 It doesn't feel right in her bed
 It hurts to know
 Yeah, if only I knew to love you, I would lose me
 Or wake up just to go back asleep
 I hope you and him live happily
 But the memories, girl, you gon' have to keep
 All the lies that you told me are on repeat
 I don't know what's real, you lied through your teeth
 If I could take the feelings that I have for you
 Just like our pics, I'd press delete
 I've been contemplating a hundred times
 About a hundred facts I found out were lies
 I know you used me just to pass the time
 But you could never say I didn't fucking try
 What you meant to me is what I mean to art
 Was real with you from the fuckin' start
 You played games with my fuckin' heart
 And after you, I fell a-fuckin'-part, damn
 I know we weren't perfect
 I guess I thought we were worth it
 I guess your love was uncertain, you're busy at the club flirting
 Friends just keep feeding you bourbon
 Car smelling like his cologne and your weed
 For months I would think, "Is he better than me?"
 I know that he can't love you better than me
 I wonder, was it your intention to cheat?
 Can't believe I believed you
 Keep telling myself I don't need you
 When talking to her, I just see you
 Alone, but surrounded by people
 Maybe one day you'll change and he'll reap the benefits
 'Cause all you left me were questions and pain
 Don't know why I care if you're feeling the same
 I need to just get you up out of my brain (It hurts to know)
 I know I was never the plan
 You're not the you you would claim
 You're not the person I met
 Don't know the you you became
 Was addicted though to the pain
 And the constant games that you play
 Just being real when I say that still (It hurts to know)
 And I tried to give you a chance
 But things were never the same
 I ended up all alone
 You ended up with a lame
 Was addicted though to the pain
 And the constant games that you play
 Just being real when I say that still (It hurts to know)
 It doesn't feel right with you gone (Gone, gone)
 It hurts too much to be left alone ('Lone, 'lone)
 I know I was never in your plans (Plans, plans)
 But it doesn't feel right in her bed (Bed, bed)
 It hurts to know
 Still, you're who my family adores
 Maybe that's why it's hard to ignore you
 After all of the time that we spent
 Sad to think that I still didn't know you
 Woke up in a city that we've never been to
 I wish I could show you
 Even my music, I put it below you
 Just know I would had done anything for you (It hurts to know)
 Remember I told you I felt inadequate
 Because you came from a family with money
 And me, I have nothing, I work as a waiter
 With visions of turning myself into something
 The music was buzzing but I couldn't pay for a bill
 Off of people just saying they love it
 Had class in the morning, had work in the evening
 Then write through the night with no food in my stomach
 Just know that it's hard
 Damn, girl, it's so fucking hard
 I keep telling myself that I need to move on
 But it's hard to get close when you have up a guard
 I know everything changed, the old me would prolly feel shame
 For the bottles I've bought on my card
 You would go to the bar while I was stuck working the double
 To pay for the tank in my car (It hurts to know)
 And I guess that it's best I pretend like I don't give a fuck
 Even though, to be real, I'm a mess
 I've been trying to find anything I can find
 Just to fill in the hole in my chest
 And it's sad to believe that a picture with me
 Is a picture of you and an ex
 You should know that it takes everything within me
 To delete when I'm sending a text, like
 It doesn't feel right with you gone
 It hurts too much to be left alone (It hurts to know)
 I know I was never in your plans (It hurts to know)
 And I ain't just can't get you out my head
 It hurts to know
 
 It doesn't feel right with you gone
 It hurts too much to be left alone
 I know I was never in your plans
 It doesn't feel right in her bed
 It hurts to know
 Yeah, if only I knew to love you, I would lose me
 Or wake up just to go back asleep
 I hope you and him live happily
 But the memories, girl, you gon' have to keep
 All the lies that you told me are on repeat
 I don't know what's real, you lied through your teeth
 If I could take the feelings that I have for you
 Just like our pics, I'd press delete
 I've been contemplating a hundred times
 About a hundred facts I found out were lies
 I know you used me just to pass the time
 But you could never say I didn't fucking try
 What you meant to me is what I mean to art
 Was real with you from the fuckin' start
 You played games with my fuckin' heart
 And after you, I fell a-fuckin'-part, damn
 I know we weren't perfect
 I guess I thought we were worth it
 I guess your love was uncertain, you're busy at the club flirting
 Friends just keep feeding you bourbon
 Car smelling like his cologne and your weed
 For months I would think, "Is he better than me?"
 I know that he can't love you better than me
 I wonder, was it your intention to cheat?
 Can't believe I believed you
 Keep telling myself I don't need you
 When talking to her, I just see you
 Alone, but surrounded by people
 Maybe one day you'll change and he'll reap the benefits
 'Cause all you left me were questions and pain
 Don't know why I care if you're feeling the same
 I need to just get you up out of my brain (It hurts to know)
 I know I was never the plan
 You're not the you you would claim
 You're not the person I met
 Don't know the you you became
 Was addicted though to the pain
 And the constant games that you play
 Just being real when I say that still (It hurts to know)
 And I tried to give you a chance
 But things were never the same
 I ended up all alone
 You ended up with a lame
 Was addicted though to the pain
 And the constant games that you play
 Just being real when I say that still (It hurts to know)
 It doesn't feel right with you gone (Gone, gone)
 It hurts too much to be left alone ('Lone, 'lone)
 I know I was never in your plans (Plans, plans)
 But it doesn't feel right in her bed (Bed, bed)
 It hurts to know
 Still, you're who my family adores
 Maybe that's why it's hard to ignore you
 After all of the time that we spent
 Sad to think that I still didn't know you
 Woke up in a city that we've never been to
 I wish I could show you
 Even my music, I put it below you
 Just know I would had done anything for you (It hurts to know)
 Remember I told you I felt inadequate
 Because you came from a family with money
 And me, I have nothing, I work as a waiter
 With visions of turning myself into something
 The music was buzzing but I couldn't pay for a bill
 Off of people just saying they love it
 Had class in the morning, had work in the evening
 Then write through the night with no food in my stomach
 Just know that it's hard
 Damn, girl, it's so fucking hard
 I keep telling myself that I need to move on
 But it's hard to get close when you have up a guard
 I know everything changed, the old me would prolly feel shame
 For the bottles I've bought on my card
 You would go to the bar while I was stuck working the double
 To pay for the tank in my car (It hurts to know)
 And I guess that it's best I pretend like I don't give a fuck
 Even though, to be real, I'm a mess
 I've been trying to find anything I can find
 Just to fill in the hole in my chest
 And it's sad to believe that a picture with me
 Is a picture of you and an ex
 You should know that it takes everything within me
 To delete when I'm sending a text, like
 It doesn't feel right with you gone
 It hurts too much to be left alone (It hurts to know)
 I know I was never in your plans (It hurts to know)
 And I ain't just can't get you out my head
 It hurts to know
 
 It doesn't feel right with you gone
 It hurts too much to be left alone
 I know I was never in your plans
 It doesn't feel right in her bed
 It hurts to know
 Yeah, if only I knew to love you, I would lose me
 Or wake up just to go back asleep
 I hope you and him live happily
 But the memories, girl, you gon' have to keep
 All the lies that you told me are on repeat
 I don't know what's real, you lied through your teeth
 If I could take the feelings that I have for you
 Just like our pics, I'd press delete
 I've been contemplating a hundred times
 About a hundred facts I found out were lies
 I know you used me just to pass the time
 But you could never say I didn't fucking try
 What you meant to me is what I mean to art
 Was real with you from the fuckin' start
 You played games with my fuckin' heart
 And after you, I fell a-fuckin'-part, damn
 I know we weren't perfect
 I guess I thought we were worth it
 I guess your love was uncertain, you're busy at the club flirting
 Friends just keep feeding you bourbon
 Car smelling like his cologne and your weed
 For months I would think, "Is he better than me?"
 I know that he can't love you better than me
 I wonder, was it your intention to cheat?
 Can't believe I believed you
 Keep telling myself I don't need you
 When talking to her, I just see you
 Alone, but surrounded by people
 Maybe one day you'll change and he'll reap the benefits
 'Cause all you left me were questions and pain
 Don't know why I care if you're feeling the same
 I need to just get you up out of my brain (It hurts to know)
 I know I was never the plan
 You're not the you you would claim
 You're not the person I met
 Don't know the you you became
 Was addicted though to the pain
 And the constant games that you play
 Just being real when I say that still (It hurts to know)
 And I tried to give you a chance
 But things were never the same
 I ended up all alone
 You ended up with a lame
 Was addicted though to the pain
 And the constant games that you play
 Just being real when I say that still (It hurts to know)
 It doesn't feel right with you gone (Gone, gone)
 It hurts too much to be left alone ('Lone, 'lone)
 I know I was never in your plans (Plans, plans)
 But it doesn't feel right in her bed (Bed, bed)
 It hurts to know
 Still, you're who my family adores
 Maybe that's why it's hard to ignore you
 After all of the time that we spent
 Sad to think that I still didn't know you
 Woke up in a city that we've never been to
 I wish I could show you
 Even my music, I put it below you
 Just know I would had done anything for you (It hurts to know)
 Remember I told you I felt inadequate
 Because you came from a family with money
 And me, I have nothing, I work as a waiter
 With visions of turning myself into something
 The music was buzzing but I couldn't pay for a bill
 Off of people just saying they love it
 Had class in the morning, had work in the evening
 Then write through the night with no food in my stomach
 Just know that it's hard
 Damn, girl, it's so fucking hard
 I keep telling myself that I need to move on
 But it's hard to get close when you have up a guard
 I know everything changed, the old me would prolly feel shame
 For the bottles I've bought on my card
 You would go to the bar while I was stuck working the double
 To pay for the tank in my car (It hurts to know)
 And I guess that it's best I pretend like I don't give a fuck
 Even though, to be real, I'm a mess
 I've been trying to find anything I can find
 Just to fill in the hole in my chest
 And it's sad to believe that a picture with me
 Is a picture of you and an ex
 You should know that it takes everything within me
 To delete when I'm sending a text, like
 It doesn't feel right with you gone
 It hurts too much to be left alone (It hurts to know)
 I know I was never in your plans (It hurts to know)
 And I ain't just can't get you out my head
 It hurts to know