Peace Offering

It's piling up, a constant hunger I've been yearning for so long
 You'd start to think that I'd be used to this
 With every problem I dwell on
 I'm still suffering, is this what I need?
 A new love for a false sense of peace
 Justify the sad excuse of a stranger I call "me"
 Stranger I call "me" (one, two, three)
 And if you pull the heartstrings, while closed in with clipped wings
 I couldn't be enough for anyone when I hate myself
 And I'll pretend that I'm okay like this
 But can you tell by my tone of voice
 It's not up to choice for getting out of this bed I'm in?
 Staying dormant in dark places I fall right back in
 I concealed the guilt, tearing down any love I built
 Now I'm wearing thin
 I'm letting go, as you're slipping (feel it all cave in)
 Will this pain be useful someday?
 Pessimism finds its way to keep seeping through my veins
 And if you pull the heartstrings, while closed in with clipped wings
 I couldn't be enough for anyone when I hate myself
 The peace offering doesn't mean anything
 When all I see are the insecurities, making me my enemy
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 And I'm all worn down
 I can't wait this out
 And my mental health is defeated now
 And I heard the sound in this broken house
 The memory serves me well
 Please, could you pick up the phone?
 I'd say it all, I'd make it known
 That I'm not what I seem
 And you're everything in between someone who's leaving
 And if you pull the heartstrings, while closed in with clipped wings
 I couldn't be enough for anyone when I hate myself
 The peace offering doesn't mean anything
 When all I see are the insecurities, making me my enemy
 And if you pull the heartstrings, while closed in with clipped wings
 I couldn't be enough for anyone when I hate myself
 The peace offering doesn't mean anything
 When all I see are the insecurities, making me my enemy