Inhabit Me

Am I human now?
 Breaking the skin
 A needle and thread
 Finding its way down
 Just to keep me strung out
 Am I human now?
 Beat down again and again
 By no one else but myself
 The colors seemed so clear
 When ignorance exists, why reflect on the bitterness?
 White noise can block this out for so long before it pours in
 Smoke starts to soak the room, I'm staring making sense of it
 Show me how to rewind it all now
 Show me how to become human now
 Winding halls with no steps taken
 I just need one, just need one...
 One taste from blackout
 Can't face the self doubt
 Make it feel like it did when you inhabited me
 You always said, "Don't pay no mind to details"
 "So minuscule, don't let it rule your soul"
 Every time I shut my eyes this ends
 It's sinister the way you're haunting me
 Another fog will start to bleed
 In no direction can you leave
 How can anyone not overanalyze this place?
 One taste from blackout
 Can't face the self doubt
 Make it feel like it did when you inhabited me