Limelight

These thoughts always find their way back in
 Digging, leeching
 I needed a sight worth seeing
 Digging, leeching
 I needed a heart worth beating
 It feels like the end
 When I move in slow motion
 Another body adrift in the ocean
 Is there more than just endlessly coping
 A part of me starving
 A part of me hoping
 Only one could survive
 Only one could effect my mind
 Is there more than just endlessly coping
 A part of me starving
 A part of me
 You wanted more from this life
 Seems meaningless to survive
 Imagine burning alive in the limelight
 The phantoms from your lips remind you you've lost your time
 Imagine burning alive in the limelight
 In the limelight
 What's pain when the heart's still beating
 What's life when its lost all meaning
 What's the point of open eyes only fixated on the fucking ceiling
 Deep breaths but I'm barely breathing
 Should I be afraid of leaving
 Just needed a sight worth seeing
 Should I be afraid
 Should I make my mind up I'm so sick of all this contemplating
 Feeling like my time's up only memories to keep me waiting
 Feels like I'm lighting my mind up slowly just from thinking back
 Their favorite phrase is "believe in yourself"
 But I can't put faith in that
 Help me
 There's something growing and it's taking over everything
 It feels like the end
 When I move in slow motion
 Another body adrift in the ocean
 Is there more than just endlessly coping
 A part of me starving
 A part of me hoping
 Only one could survive
 Only one could effect my mind
 Is there more than just endlessly coping
 A part of me starving
 A part of me
 You wanted more
 You deserve more
 You wanted more from this life
 Seems meaningless to survive
 Imagine burning alive in the limelight
 The phantoms from your lips remind you you've lost your time
 It's not your time
 One more empty distraction
 Another victim with no one to save me
 With no one to save me