Spring Cleaning

I'm doing my spring cleaning
 Airing out my feeling
 They say take a mental health day
 But I can't take one every day
 More than not I'm feeling lost
 And every day I feel the cost
 I wanna kill myself everyday
 Don't ask my why
 You can get an answer
 I might lie
 Truth is there is no truth
 Just a lonely man lost under a collapsing roof
 Every minute could be my last
 And that doesn't scare me
 Life goes by so fast
 And it only hits you rarely
 If I died right now, I don't think I'd care
 But would I pick up the gun no I wouldn't dare
 Why waste mine when other people care
 Even if to me it feels so bare
 Every step I take
 Every word i say
 Could impact the world we know today
 The only job that's mine is to keep on walking
 Keep on talking, make a difference like Hawking
 Cause one man's trash is another man's tressure
 My life's worth aint up to me to measure
 Cause one man's trash is another man's tressure
 My life's worth aint up to me to measure
 I'm doing my spring cleaning
 Airing out my feeling