boy toy

Yeah I'm just your boy toy
 Fillin' up some free time
 Take me when you wanna
 Then leave me here to die
 I'll keep it to myself now
 Got me feelin' left out
 You talk a lot of shit
 Like you don't got a lot to hide
 Numb to the core
 Yeah, I kill that pain
 With a bottle of liquor
 Feel it runnin' thru my veins
 When I'm not high
 Or preoccupied
 I got thorns in my heart
 And a storm roarin' in my mind
 What's inside my cup?
 Blindsides my brain
 So I hide my face
 In an act of shame
 And hope to disappear
 In a permanent way
 You watch me fade to black
 You'd love to watch my pain
 And you know who to call
 I'll be there after all
 And I know when I fall
 You won't care
 After all
 Yeah I'm just your boy toy
 Fillin' up some free time
 Take me when you wanna
 Then leave me here to die
 I'll keep it to myself now
 Got me feelin' left out
 You talk a lot of shit
 Like you don't got a lot to hide
 Numb to the core
 Yeah, I kill that pain
 With a bottle of liquor
 Feel it runnin' thru my veins
 When I'm not high
 Or preoccupied
 I got thorns in my heart
 And a storm roarin' in my mind
 Yeah, I'm just a waste
 I don't got that much to offer
 I'm selfish and conceited
 But always put my all
 Into everyone and everything
 Then watch it as it falls
 Let it crumble to my feet
 Just like anything I've ever loved
 Yesterday
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 Yeah, I'm just your boy toy
 Fillin' up some free time
 Take me when you wanna
 Then leave me here to die
 I always knew the truth
 You ain't even gotta lie
 You're the best thing
 But I'm just another guy
 I'm your puppet
 And you play me like a game
 Text from my ex
 Yeah she never felt the same
 Use me on a rainy day
 Abuse me 'till I can't even think
 That picture that we took
 I always kept it safe
 I'd put it in my pocket
 Just so I could see your face
 When I was out of town
 You always kept me with you
 Never told you 'bout all the times
 When I would miss you
 Yeah, I'm just your boy toy
 Fillin' up some free time
 Take me when you wanna
 Then leave me here to die
 I always knew the truth
 You ain't even gotta lie
 You're the best thing
 But I'm just another guy