i'd die for you

One of these days
 I hope to be okay
 I'm fixing the things
 That felt right out of place
 I'm an addict at best
 You can take anything
 As long as you stay
 Babe you'll be my everything
 I dont wanna bother you
 Stop hittin' me up, we're through
 I'm takin' it day by day
 I don't even know what to say
 I'm just tryna better myself
 Get these bottles right up on the shelf
 Spent nights with the thoughts in my head
 I spent days wishin' all this would end
 No I don't need a friend
 I just need you to save my life
 Tried endin' it twice
 A blunt's in my right
 I'm thinkin' wouldn't it be nice
 To fade to the pavement?
 These words on my grave are meant
 To drive one last statement
 Right into the back of your neck