burden boy

My shawty think I drink too much
 My homies know I think too much
 I crack a 40
 Roll a dutch
 Pop Ambien to sleep
 I pour some out for all my team
 I wear my heart out on my sleeves
 A burden boy until I die
 I hope it ends tonight
 Ohhhhh
 You do not know what the fuck that I've been through
 Ohhhhh
 Writin' these songs just to vent 'bout my issues
 Ohhhhh
 You can tell by all the lyrics that I fuckin' miss you
 Fuck all these feelings
 I'd rather not deal
 Pull up in the whip
 Put my head to the steel
 Ohhhhh
 I'm sorry if you found out
 Ohhhh
 I wonder how you're doing
 Put the past right out my brain
 I never will address a thing
 Slowly decay by 21
 My soul will lead me to my grave
 My hair is blonde
 My heart is black
 These bitches never hit me back
 My headphones on
 As I walk alone
 Through places
 Used to call my home
 I just wanna drink my life away
 With hopes that I won't wake today
 I hate how people give a shit
 Just let me rest in peace
 My shawty think I drink too much
 My homies know I think too much
 I crack a 40
 Roll a dutch
 Pop Ambien to sleep
 I pour some out for all my team
 I wear my heart out on my sleeves
 A burden boy until I die
 I hope it ends tonight
 Ohhhhh
 You do not know what the fuck that I've been through
 Ohhhhh
 Writin' these songs just to vent 'bout my issues
 Ohhhhh
 You can tell by all the lyrics that I fuckin' miss you
 Fuck all these feelings
 I'd rather not deal
 Pull up in the whip
 Put my head to the steel