COWARD

You know, I used to get bullied
 I'm not afraid to admit it
 What I'm afraid to admit
 Is that I was scared, and too timid
 To ever do anything about it
 So, I would permit it
 As long as I'm livin'
 I'll never let it happen, again
 They'll probably end up in the hospital
 Their parents in the room, sayin', "Can you walk, kiddo?", then
 From the doc, there's a pause, and an awkward, "No"
 "It's impossible, we got him a wheelchair, though, off you go"
 I'm thinkin' I should quit rap, and be more realistic
 Cut off my dick, gets tits, and wear lipstick
 Get a rich man thinkin', "Damn, who's this bitch?"
 Then, divorce him after a week, and make six figs
 I know that it's fucked up
 But, if you look at my life, it's been fucked up
 This isn't really an excuse, but I've done drugs
 So, my IQ's prob'ly dropped, like a fuck ton
 Sometimes, you just gotta talk your shit
 And, if you're really offended, then you should calm your tits
 I think it's pretty, fuckin' obvious, it's not for kids
 So, give my balls a kiss, they're blue as fuck, I feel like a walking stitch
 Think and grow rich is the motto of my life
 Too fuckin' bad I'm broke, and since my life is a bitch
 I'ma make her my wife
 And, when I die it's like, Murder She Wrote
 I know life can be hell
 But, if you ain't ever been through hell
 Then you ain't ever lived life
 Like, just spell lived backwards
 So that you can see, what I'm sayin'
 And then, you'll prob'ly understand that I'm right
 I know that I'm weird, and I like that
 Nah, I'm really like that
 Listen to my song, like, "Would he really write that?"
 Yeah, I'd really write that
 Goin' through my life, like I think I'm on the right track
 Am I on the right track?
 I'm about to go and sing the hook right now, but I'll be right back
 I don't wanna be a coward
 I don't wanna be afraid
 I don't wanna be a coward
 I don't wanna be the same
 I don't wanna be a coward
 I don't wanna be afraid
 I'm not afraid, no more
 I'm not afraid, no more
 Yeah, I'm not a coward
 I'm not afraid, any more
 I'm not afraid, any more
 I'm not afraid, any more
 I'm not afraid, any more
 Said I used to be afraid, now I'm terrified
 And shit, I'm talkin' 'bout livin'
 I'm not afraid to die
 'Cause, every time I see the state of the world
 I get sick to my stomach, and it's makin' me hurl
 But, I'm alright, though
 I'm just clingin' to my vices
 I found, it beats deep depression and feelin' lifeless
 I self medicate
 Drink and degenerate
 Pop a psychedelic, and further damage my mental state
 It never helps
 Tell me what will, crush pills
 Just to get a confidence boost
 But, I'ma lush, still
 I know the mic is my saving grace
 So, I'ma hold on tight, 'fore I waste away
 I gotta switch the mindset
 Maneuver through life's tests
 But sometimes, fame makes 'em harder to digest
 Craving the bright lights
 'Til, you wake up in night sweats
 Hopin' the right steps finna save me from my stress
 There's no tellin', but I hope it helps
 I've gotta search my soul
 'Til, emotion's felt
 So, I'ma walk this road, I've chose to go myself
 'Til, I go for broke, and overdose on wealth
 'Til, I pass away, I plan to master pain
 'Cause, I can't remain the man I am today
 With a half a brain, a trashy, basket case
 I'll give it my all, 'til the passion fades
 And, make bigger moves
 Showing everybody who ridiculed
 What a kid will do, when he's got a mic and he's been abused
 They tried to kill my spark
 But, y'all just lit a fuse
 I'll be bringin' all y'all up, when I do interviews
 And, that's just the way shit goes
 If you've got a glass house, please, don't cast stone
 Couldn't find a lane, so I paved my own
 I used to be afraid
 I ain't afraid no more, bitch
 I don't wanna be a coward
 I don't wanna be afraid
 I don't wanna be a coward
 I don't wanna be the same
 I don't wanna be a coward
 I don't wanna be afraid
 I'm not afraid, no more
 I'm not afraid, no more
 Yeah, I'm not a coward
 I'm not afraid, any more
 I'm not afraid, any more
 I'm not afraid, any more
 Yeah, I'm not afraid, any more