Confessions

I've got a confession to make
 I've got a confession to make
 Yeah, I've got a confession to make
 Dear Dad, you left me when I was born
 You didn't wanna pay child support
 Why the fuck you think that you can come knockin' on my life?
 And think that I'd open the door?
 Yeah, think that I'd open the door
 You better get the fuck off of my porch
 I don't want you in my life, anymore
 I don't want you in my life, anymore
 Oh, so now you wanna come and be my friend?
 I don' really know what is goin' through your mind when
 You try to hit me up on Facebook, while you're typin' like
 "I just wanna say, hi, I think I'll surprise him"
 I heard you got a brand new life
 With a brand new house, and a brand new wife, and a brand new kid
 Yeah, sounds about right
 What would happen if they knew about me, huh?
 I hope you die
 I hope you're sick for the rest of your life
 And I hope that one night when you go to sleep
 Someone breaks in, you get stabbed with a knife
 And I hope I'm right
 The reason I write, I'm here for the ride
 And if God is real, then send me to Hell
 That way I can meet you, and beat you on sight
 Like, fuck you!
 I've got a confession to make
 I've got a confession to make
 I've gotta get this shit off of my chest
 'Cause, if I don't, then I feel like I'm 'onna break
 I've got a confession to make
 I've got a confession to make
 I've gotta get this shit off of my chest
 'Cause, if I don't, then I feel like I'm 'onna break
 I wanna dedicate this to my ex
 No, I don't care if you're sick of this
 I don't care if you're sick of it
 This is a part of my life, an' it's intimate
 In fact, if you don't like it, then turn off the track
 Bitch, don't even tell me that you've been a fan 'cause you're not
 I fell in love with a whore
 I fell in love with a whore
 She took my heart, then ripped the shit out of my chest
 She's stompin' a whole in the floor
 She's fuckin' like three other guys, on the side
 Michael, an' Tim, an' this fucker she likes
 Don't even tell me they're only your friends, when you been suckin' all their dicks on the side
 And you're like, "Nathan, you're so immature, those are just people I know at my work"
 "I only slept with him once, or maybe, like ten times, you're such a jerk"
 Bitch, I know the truth, you prob'ly hate me for singin' this, too
 But if you knew everything that you've done to me
 I guarantee, it would split you in two
 Like, fuck you!
 I've got a confession to make
 I've got a confession to make
 I've gotta get this shit off of my chest
 'Cause, if I don't, then I feel like I'm 'onna break
 I've got a confession to make
 I've got a confession to make
 I've gotta get this shit off of my chest
 'Cause, if I don't, then I feel like I'm 'onna break
 I wanna dedicate this to my fans
 I wanna dedicate this to my fam
 I wanna dedicate this to everyone in my life, that made me the person I am
 I wanna dedicate this to myself
 Nathan, you ain't really been like ya'self
 Not lately, you ain't really been like ya'self
 I want you to know that I'm tryin' to help, but
 Lately, I've been stressed out
 Everybody gettin' pissed off because I don't read their texts, now
 I don't wanna talk, lately I've been so depressed, ahh
 Do you call yourself a fan?
 You should put you heads down
 Nathan, oh, why the fuck do you think?
 That you have been such an arrogant prick?
 Those are the type of messages that I get, like everyday
 Oh my God, there it is, a part
 I swear to God, someone's I feel like I just wanna quit
 Man, I'm only human an' I go to school and these people assume I revolve around them
 But damnit, I don't!
 God damnit, I don't, and if you're truly a fan, then get the fuck off of my back
 And if you're offended, then I guess I know that you ain't a fan
 I've got a confession to make
 I've got a confession to make
 I've gotta get this shit off of my chest
 'Cause, if I don't, then I feel like I'm 'onna break
 I've got a confession to make
 I've got a confession to make
 I've gotta get this shit off of my chest
 'Cause, if I don't, then I feel like I'm 'onna break
 I've got a confession, no, no
 I've got a confession, for you
 I've got a confession, no, no
 I've got a confession, for you, no, no
 I feel like I'm just about to break
 I'm barely alive from all this pain
 I've gotta let it go
 I cannot wait
 This is my confession