Been Awhile

What is love?
 1: Love is what I felt when I first saw you,
 What scares me is maybe that I'm just missing the old you/
 I ain't seen you in a month, maybe two, maybe three man I lost count/
 I've been going through my phone,
 I've been going through your pictures and looking through your social
 I know that I look pathetic/
 If you replied, then it's saying that you read it damn/
 I don't even know what to say/
 I just think about the memories you're throwing away/
 I'm just hoping that you miss me and you're doing okay/
 I'm just wishing you were with me,
 The only reason that I even messaged
 You was so that I could let you know that
 I know I ain't seen you in a long time/
 I know that you've been doing your own thing/
 I know I ain't seen you in awhile/
 I just wanna know how you're doing
 2: You're the first girl I ever kissed/
 I never told you that,
 Together, this would never turn
 I fucking begged you to stay!
 But to you that doesn't mean
 I don't need you in my life,
 Away 4 years, now I want you to bleed (
 AHHH!)
 I know I ain't seen you in a long time/
 I know that you've been doing your own thing/
 I know I ain't seen you in awhile/
 I just wanna know how you're doing
 I grabbed your hand, you said let go/
 I don't think you understand,
 I want you to look at me and tell me that you're happy!
 That you love him more than me,
 I just want you to be happy...
 Yeah, I just want you to be happy...
 Yeah
 I know I ain't seen you in a long time/
 I know that you've been doing your own thing/
 I know I ain't seen you in awhile/
 I just wanna know how you're doing