HOMESICK

I'm so homesick
 I don't know where home is
 But, I feel so hopeless
 I don't know what's wrong with me
 I guess, I'm homesick
 I don't know where home is
 But, I feel so hopeless
 I don't know what's wrong with me
 I guess, I'm homesick
 I don't know where home is
 But I feel so hopeless
 I don't know what's wrong with me I'm
 Try'na feel safe, even as an adult
 'Cause growin' up
 I ain't never really found me a home
 I had a house
 Like, yeah, I had a roof and a stove
 I got a beautiful family
 Water, food, and some clothes
 But I was goin' through some shit
 That I could never tell a soul about
 Every day was gettin' worse
 Self esteem was goin' south
 Listen to my song, I'm not okay
 Whenever it comes out
 It'll tell you more about my life
 From when I was a child
 Yeah
 I try to never let it get me down
 As a kid, I tried to learn to swim
 But then I fuckin' drowned
 Yeah, I'm goin' through my life
 Like, I'm tryna change
 Even though I'm tryin' every day
 And I still feel the same
 I'm so homesick
 I don't know where home is
 But, I feel so hopeless
 I don't know what's wrong with me
 I guess, I'm homesick
 I don't know where home is
 But, I feel so hopeless
 I don't know what's wrong with me
 I guess, I'm homesick
 I don't know where home is
 But, I feel so hopeless
 I don't know what's wrong with me I'm
 Try'na find myself
 In this mess of a home
 Look at the ruins
 I like it when I'm left here, alone
 Just goin' through it
 There's so much in my head, that's unknown
 I cannot view it
 So every time I'm gettin' too close
 Then it's elusive
 So, I just like to sit on my throne
 Like I'm secluded
 And if the demons get in my zone
 Well, then I shoot 'em
 I like to pick 'em clean, from the bones
 For when I chew 'em
 Repressed the memories, in my dome
 Like I subdued it
 Until I go to bed and lay
 To sleep at night
 Then they're takin' over everything
 Just like a parasite
 Yeah, I wake up in the morning
 With some tired eyes
 You're tellin' me I don't look okay
 And I say, I'll be fine
 Yeah, I guess I'm just a little homesick
 Lookin' at my past, through flashbacks
 Like old clips
 It's kinda like a movie
 That you've seen a thousand times
 But you don't remember the plot
 Outta sight, outta mind
 I'm so homesick
 I don't know where home is
 But I feel so hopeless
 I don't know what's wrong with me
 I guess, I'm homesick
 I don't know where home is
 But, I feel so hopeless
 I don't know what's wrong with me
 I guess, I'm homesick
 I don't know where home is
 But, I feel so hopeless
 I don't know what's wrong with me
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