Toxic

Hey, yo
 This is pro'lly the realest shit I ever wrote
 Heh-huh!
 Congratulations, you made me hate myself
 You isolated me from my friends, and made me feel
 Like, you're the best that I can do, so I'm afraid to build on myself, what the hell?
 You think that you can take advantage of me and treat me like a lost puppy?
 Go ahead and throw me out, bitch, you don't want me
 And yeah, I fuckin' care, I can't pretend I don't
 But, even if I wanted to, I swear to God, I won't
 Everything I've sacrificed, so I can make you happy
 You took my friends, my self-respect, even my family
 Now, you ask if I'm depressed, nah, I'm fuckin' happy
 I love the way that you treated me, yeah, come on and smack me
 Come on and trap me, come and attack me
 It's almost as if I feel happy, to be treated badly
 But actually, I'm just madly in love wit' you
 I tell people, I'm done wit' you
 But, we know that ain't fuckin' true
 I used to tell myself that you would change
 I used to cry myself to sleep, and be depressed for days
 But, hey, I'll stay with you, if you can stay with me
 You can say that I'm insane, but I know that you'd change for me
 I want you to love me like you used to
 In the first month, heh
 I wish we felt the same love for each other
 That we used to when we first begun
 Our relationship
 Every time I look at you, I feel so broken
 Down
 Every time I see you smile, I'm still hopin'
 That we can try again
 This is so toxic
 I feel like a monster
 Even after all that I've done to you
 Broke my back, for you
 So attached to you
 And, I just wanna say
 Sorry, it's so toxic
 This is so toxic
 I feel like a monster
 Even after all that I've done to you
 Broke my back, for you
 So attached to you
 And, I just wanna say
 Sorry, it's so toxic
 I was your Romeo, you were my Juliet
 I told myself that one day that we would be newly-wed
 Whoops, there we go again, there goes another fight
 It's like another fuckin' shovin' match, the other night
 And I'm just fuckin' sick of this!
 I'm fuckin' sick of you!
 And every fuckin' argument we having's turnin' physical
 You, bitch, are you retarded?
 Can't you tell we fuckin' miserable?
 But yet, you stay, because you selfish and it's pitiful
 And, all the shit you ritual, traditional, this ridicule
 Is tearin' us apart, but yet, I'm stuck, because I live with you
 And now, I don't know what to do
 'Cause, I feel like I'm trapped inside of a cage
 I'm always pissed at you
 And not to mention, I'm ashamed
 'Cause, I feel like a broken record
 Yet, I'm always sayin' I can change
 I never wanna be the one to blame
 I swear to God that if you try to leave
 Then, I'ma put you up in flames
 I want you to love me like you used to
 In the first month, heh
 I wish we felt the same love for each other
 That we used to, when we first begun
 Our relationship
 Every time I look at you, I feel so broken
 Down
 Every time I see you smile, I'm still hopin'
 That we can try, again
 This is so toxic
 I feel like a monster
 Even after all that I've done to you
 Broke my back, for you
 So attached to you
 And, I just wanna say
 Sorry, it's so toxic
 This is so toxic
 I feel like a monster
 Even after all that I've done to you
 Broke my back, for you
 So attached to you
 And, I just wanna say
 Sorry, it's so toxic
 I don't care what people say, I'll be with you anyways
 I just want you to be in my life, and me to be your life
 And, I mean of course, I just miss all the old days
 And, now we just both fight, you warm and I'm cold, right?
 I swear to you, I'll stay
 This moment's a fortnight, emotion is so right
 But, swear that on this day, that we could be alright
 I'm about to heal the poison, I'm about to find an antidote
 The reason that I made this track is to make a message
 For everybody starin' at me, with this blank expression
 For everybody that's tellin' me this is fake affection
 For everybody that's dealin' with this, the safe assessment
 It's 'til you get the fuck out, and save ya'self
 I know it's hard, but if you stay, then you get torn apart
 I've got a broken heart, and now a teardrop just hit the page
 A mark to make the chorus start
 This is so toxic
 I feel like a monster
 Even after all that I've done to you
 Broke my back, for you
 So attached to you
 And, I just wanna say
 Sorry, it's so toxic
 This is so toxic
 I feel like a monster
 Even after all that I've done to you
 Broke my back, for you
 So attached to you
 And, I just wanna say
 Sorry, it's so toxic