better me

Too many problems I got no options
 Another summer, I'ma fall in the autumn
 If you're my home, then my heart is like the centerpiece
 Crawling on my corpse, eating at it like a centipede
 I wish I got a callback
 Laying on your porch like a doormat
 Dormant I'm inside its storming
 Thin walls you hear my recordings
 Wrong place wrong time, I got the wrong mind
 I'm in too deep, I gotta rewind
 I'm chasing your feeling, neglecting my instinct
 I know that you think about him when you kiss me
 Laugh it off
 She don't fuck with me unless I tap it raw
 Baby that's my job
 I break that jaw
 Insurance got it covered, got a really good idea
 Keep it hidden from your mother
 I just ran out, I need more now
 Screaming at it like he 'bouta tear the door down, ay
 There's parts of my head I won't explore now
 When I think of you, and I'm just looking at the floor now
 Mistrusting, lift me when I fall then drop me
 If you want it to stop then stop me
 I promise you girl that monster's not me
 It's so much different when you look on me
 On the outside, all good on the outside
 But look on the inside, nothing makes sense
 Find me catching a high somewhere in my head
 Yeah were all just tryna get by, work until I'm dead
 At night I swear I see faces on the edge of my bed
 I tried my best still it just turned out less
 Smoke up in my breath help lift up all of my stress
 Baby trust me when you left
 You don't know what that meant
 You don't know what that meant
 Trust me, it's just too damn hard to love me
 No one to count on, its just me
 Move on start a new, sounds lovely
 Too good to be true, it must be
 Must burn all your accessories
 My head still has all the memories
 I tried, all types of therapy
 Still, I can't, can't find a better me
 Trust me, it's just too damn hard to love me
 No one to count on, its just me
 Move on start a new, sounds lovely
 Too good to be true, it must be
 Must burn all your accessories
 My head still has all the memories
 I tried, all types of therapy
 Still, I can't, can't find a better me