fucking call me or something

Okay first off, no I'm not, alright
 Try hard, to forget your face
 Still can't, get you out my mind
 I hate what my life, became
 Kill me, scared to do it myself
 Save me, from my pain I
 Can't sleep, nothing new is gonna help
 Swear I might not make it to the next day
 Fuck life, sick and tired
 Every day I run around
 Tryna find a place to put the pain
 Cave in, send a text, no reply
 Used to be, so nice
 What changed?
 Kill me, scared to do it myself
 Save me, from my pain I
 Don't wanna pretend that it's all alright
 When I think about you every single day
 And I can't stop
 Swear the feeling's way too much
 These drugs
 Only way that I can run away
 Bitch you, doing me, so wrong
 Don't want, to live, another day
 (So) Kill me
 Might as well just go ahead
 You can never, heal me
 Might as well just kill me
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 Place your hand on my wrist
 So you can tell me I'm okay
 Didn't want it to get to this
 I just wanted to end the pain
 Place your hand on my wrist
 So you can tell me I'm okay
 Didn't want it to get to this
 I just wanted to end the pain
 Okay yeah and one last thing
 No I'm not, alright
 Try hard, to forget your face
 Still can't, get you out my mind
 I hate what my life, became
 Kill me, scared to do it myself
 Save me, from my pain I
 Can't sleep, nothing new is gonna help
 Swear I might not make it to the next day