when it runs up

When it runs up
 Used to have enough (now I'm)
 Used to having none (now I'm)
 Used to having problems
 Tryna run it up
 Ain't it funny (how I'm)
 How the money (how high)
 It don't help at all though
 When it runs up
 Used to have enough (now I'm)
 Used to having none (now I'm)
 Used to having problems
 Tryna run it up
 Ain't it funny (how I)
 Held the money (how high)
 It don't help at all
 If you think I sit by myself in my room, no
 I sit with these ghosts like a tombstone
 I don't
 Want anything to do with you no
 I don't
 Got anything to lose so
 Nothing to lose
 Tucked up in the stu
 The black bruise
 Reminding me of you
 I get it you never met the good side
 You're replacing my love
 With the drugs every night
 Hiding in public hope you don't see me
 Physically alone but I'm living with the demons
 I been dreaming but I don't get the reason
 Kind of like when I'm falling it's kind of scenic
 And you can't see my pain but I've been smothering
 Don't start shit with me save it for another day
 Somethings wrong with my head
 I know it
 I fucked it up again
 I don't show it
 Don't wanna go back to the cold shit
 'Cause I can't feel a thing when I'm frozen
 When it runs up
 Used to have enough (now I'm)
 Used to having none (now I'm)
 Used to having problems
 Tryna run it up
 Ain't it funny (how I'm)
 How the money (how high)
 It don't help at all though
 When it runs up
 Used to have enough (now I'm)
 Used to having none (now I'm)
 Used to having problems
 Tryna run it up
 Ain't it funny (how I)
 Held the money (how high)
 It don't help at all though
 I've always got my back to the wall
 Really mean well know I come off strong
 No I don't know why it's all so hard
 All this pain in my heart
 I can't tell it so long
 And I've always got my back to the wall
 Never thought it'd hurt this bad I'm wrong
 No I don't know why the fuck I feel done
 I'm just waiting for your call
 I'm just waiting for
 When it runs up
 Used to have enough (now I'm)
 Used to having none (now I'm)
 Used to having problems
 Tryna run it up
 Ain't it funny (how I'm)
 How the money (how high)
 It don't help at all though
 When it runs up
 Used to have enough (now I'm)
 Used to having none (now I'm)
 Used to having problems
 Tryna run it up
 Ain't it funny (how I)
 Held the money (how high)
 It don't help at all though