ghostboy.

I could be fake too
 Just not how I make do
 It's not that I hate you
 Well, I don't know
 Hard to be great, you know
 It's hard to be grateful
 It's hard to be thankful
 So I don't show
 You know we all hurt, it's just life
 Baby, I get lost in the midnight
 We all got problems, I just admit mine
 At night my eyes won't close
 If I'm a star, I'm burnt out and looking down
 Just cause she love me right now
 Don't mean she'll always be around
 Yeah, always stoned and in my house
 Don't got nobody I can count on
 Just stay tucked off by myself
 Oh, I only get in my zone
 When I get on my own
 All alone
 She hit me up at all
 And I shut off my phone
 I go ghost
 I swear she got those words you feel in your bones
 Who would've known
 The prettiest face would have the ugliest soul?
 Yeah, but I'm a loverboy what'd you expect from me
 I swear pretty girls will be the death of me
 Step to me, I'm in the sky
 Baby, I been hearing lies
 All my fucking life
 So I always treat 'em nice
 So when they fuck me over, I don't even think twice
 I just cut em off, I don't even want a slice
 I'mma leave her blocked
 Wish my heart weren't so soft
 Wish you weren't my first fuck
 All the shit is so dumb
 Now I just find safety in how
 These memories start all fading
 Put a knife inside my back
 Then ask why I'm so filled with hatred
 Anything but give you space and I'd rather erase myself
 Put the hurt of my back
 Chasing feeling's never helps
 I could be fake too
 Just not how I make do
 It's not that I hate you
 Well, I don't know
 Hard to be great, you know
 It's hard to be grateful
 It's hard to be thankful
 So I don't show
 You know we all hurt, it's just life
 Baby, I get lost in the midnight
 We all got problems, I just admit mine
 At night my eyes won't close