drowning

And I'm drowning
 I've been drowning underwater
 Please, help me
 Please, can someone save me?
 I'm drowning
 I've been drowning underwater
 Please, help me
 Please, can someone save me?
 Yeah, I've been drowning underwater, I've been drowning in debt
 I've been drowning with this depression, I can't get outta my bed
 I just called my doctor up, and told him that I'm outta my meds
 I swear to fucking God, I thought I was outta my head
 But I'm back in it, I can't finish a task given to me
 I live in the past, I wish I lived in the present
 I wish I wasn't a mess, and I wish I wasn't a wreck, and
 And I tell myself it's a test, and
 And since we're bein' real with each other
 I fuckin' hate myself, I can't believe I let it get to this
 I told myself, when I was a kid that I would never live
 The way that I been livin' my life, I wish I could live it twice
 'Cause this is all that I've got left from missing what's right
 And I'm drowning
 I've been drowning underwater
 Please, help me
 Please, can someone save me?
 I'm drowning
 I've been drowning underwater
 Please, help me
 Please, can someone save me?
 Yeah, I've been drowning underwater, don't know how to escape
 When I try to quit my addictions, I feel like I'm 'bout to break
 And they try to tell me, "Stay positive", bitch, get outta my face
 Just because you tell me that, doesn't fuckin' mean I'ma change
 I've tried everything to quit, from therapy to the gym
 Temporarily, it works, then I find myself here, again
 I feel defeated, so instead of tryin' again, I binge
 Now, I'm lower than I was before I started this shit
 I fuckin' hate myself, I can't believe I let it get this far
 Now, I'm try'na quit something, I never even meant to start
 Imagine seein' yourself, not knowin' who you are
 If you know what I'm sayin', I'm sorry, this shit is fuckin' hard
 And I'm drowning
 I've been drowning underwater
 Please, help me
 Please, can someone save me?
 I'm drowning
 I've been drowning underwater
 Please, help me
 Please, can someone save me?
 Yeah, I'm not proud of myself, but I take full accountability for drowning
 I doubt that if I really got the help I wanted, I would be helped
 I'd pro'ly dig myself another tunnel down to this hell
 And, that's the point that I've been try'na make, is I could wake up every day
 Just to bitch and complain, hoping someone else'll fix me
 I know the water's pourin' in, and my breath is constricting
 I've only got a minute left, an' the time is ticking
 And I'm drowning
 I've been drowning underwater
 Please, help me
 Please, can someone save me?
 I'm drowning
 I've been drowning underwater
 Please, help me
 Please, can someone save me?