Fall Apart

I just can't let you go
 I just can't let you go again
 I fall apart when I think of you
 I can't do this alone
 I can't do this alone again
 I fall apart when I think of you
 When I think of you
 When I think of you
 I fall apart when I think of you
 Every woman that I've ever met
 I have taken them for granted
 Yes, I took them all so far
 And then I left them all stranded
 Stuck in the middle
 And like a riddle
 I continue with so little
 Hardly anything left
 In my chest
 I confess
 There is nothing really left
 'Cause I played the game of love
 And I never read the signs
 No, I never read the rules
 That if you play with a heart
 It is you who will lose
 It is you who regrets
 And I will no longer pretend
 Like I have no heart
 'Cause the truth
 Is that I fall apart
 Every time I think of you
 Every time I face the truth
 That I played the game of love like a fool
 And forgiveness is not enough
 'Cause I really need your love
 Yes, I need you by my side
 'Cause I need that ride or die
 Something that I left behind
 When I was still living blind
 And I was troubled deep inside
 I was crippled in my mind
 I just can't let you go
 I just can't let you go again
 I fall apart when I think of you
 I can't do this alone
 I can't do this alone again
 I fall apart when I think of you
 When I think of you
 When I think of you
 I fall apart when I think of you
 Everyday I think of you
 And I know you think of me
 But the difference is that I
 Want you back into my life
 I don't wanna justify
 But I was crippled mentally
 So everything that I built
 I watched it slowly fall apart
 And there was nothing I could do
 So I took it out on you
 Everyday I think of you
 And I know you think of me
 But the difference is that you
 Know me as the man to blame
 For living with so much disdain
 And despite the fact that you
 Were willing to sustain the pain
 I did my very fucking best
 To push you very far away
 And now you're over me
 Meanwhile I barely realize
 That everyone in my life
 Is a fucking parasite
 'Cause the only love I had
 Well, I took her for granted
 And ever since then
 My heart feels stranded
 This is not the way I planned it
 This is just the life that's handed
 Now you see me in a panic
 'Cause there's no one to blame
 This is all my fault
 I just can't let you go
 I just can't let you go again
 I fall apart when I think of you
 I can't do this alone
 I can't do this alone again
 I fall apart when I think of you
 When I think of you
 When I think of you
 I fall apart when I think of you