Let You Down

Wonder what you think of me now
 Wonder if I let you down
 Down
 Wonder what you think of me now
 Wonder if I'll turn around
 Round
 Once upon a time
 I thought I stood for something
 I knew I stood for something
 But little did I know
 About the storm up ahead
 And the bitch is coming hard
 Didn't think it would hurt
 But when it hit
 The shit left me departed
 And it left me broken hearted
 Yes, I tried to run for cover
 But by then it was too late
 I was drowning in the water
 And no matter what I did
 There was nobody that would help
 'Cause the fact was
 Check it out
 I was fighting by myself
 All the people that would cheer
 Never planned to fucking help
 They just sat back
 As I burned in this hell
 It affected me completely
 Mentally, you can call it mental health
 Like I'm sitting in a prison
 And my mind created the bars to my motherfucking cell
 So if you think I let you down
 Check it out
 I got a story to tell
 Wonder what you think of me now
 Wonder if I let you down
 Down
 Wonder what you think of me now
 Wonder if I'll turn around
 Round
 I spent 10 years
 In this prison of my mind
 And 9 of those years
 Shedding tears
 All my friends left me behind
 But I ain't mad, shit
 Who the fuck am I to blame
 I was sick going insane
 I had demons in my brain
 And while everybody moved on
 I remained sitting in the same place
 Sick and tired misplaced
 Listening to replays
 Of all the fucking missed days
 All the days that I let go
 Wondering que es eso?
 Heavy duty peso
 Feeling all the stress, oh
 By myself is how I roll
 Feeling in my chest cold
 'Cause now I see the meaning
 Motherfuckers fiending
 While we screaming brown pride
 'Cause we just ain't ready
 We're in love with all we claim to hate
 I'm just glad that I woke up
 Before it was too late
 I still got some time left
 And I will live it for myself
 Wonder what you think of me now
 Wonder if I let you down
 Down
 Wonder what you think of me now
 Wonder if I'll turn around
 Round