In Your Bedroom

Once upon a time in a very dark place
 Only there you find is a ghetto brown face
 With tears in his face
 'Cause of all the heartbreaks
 And not the ones he faced
 But the ones he's laced
 A disgrace that I can't erase
 From my mind
 'Cause I hurt you so
 And what hurts more
 Is that I can't go back
 To that innocent place
 Away from all the waste
 And away from all the taste
 It's a taste that I can't replace
 Also known as sin
 No longer innocent
 Boy, you need to cleanse
 But it makes no sense
 That I must repent
 If I lost my innocence
 I was born into sin
 So it ain't my fault
 If she made a mistake
 Did she take on the blame
 Or do we all have to pay
 About some shit
 That some bitch did
 A long time ago
 Do you listen to me
 Do you feel the degree
 Of my voice when I speak
 Yes, I'm talking to you
 Mister up in the sky
 Come and look in my eyes
 It's your own creation
 Still standing
 But I'm cold deep inside
 And my spirit has died
 'Cause I can't take the lies
 I am lost in my life
 Since you left my side
 I don't know what to do
 So you see me here
 Talking to you
 I tried to stay away
 But it feels so good
 Bet you feel the same
 But you know I would
 I woke up in your bedroom, god
 I woke up in your bedroom, god
 There's nothing I could do
 When we got so close
 This is all I want
 For the best of most
 I woke up in your bedroom, god
 I woke up in your bedroom, god
 What the fuck do you want
 And what the fuck do you need
 Would it be enough
 If I get on my knees
 Is that what you seek
 Will I feel your wrath
 If I don't beg please
 Did you give me life
 Just to be your slave
 Did you bring me here
 Just to be afraid
 Of making a mistake
 Listen, God
 I tried my best
 To justify this mess
 But as time goes by
 All I ever see
 Is a hateful man looking at me
 With a magnifying glass
 Judging me
 Making me feel like I did something wrong
 For being exactly
 How you wanted me to be
 So how about this
 Just leave me alone
 I just want to be free
 Even if I walk away
 Come back some other day
 Just let me be
 I don't need your help
 And if that only means
 That I go to hell
 Then according to your book
 It was meant to be
 'Cause my future you could see
 Before I was born
 You can see my pain and my hurt
 Before I was torn
 This is all your plan
 And so it says
 So let me be
 I won't be on my knees
 And I won't beg please
 'Cause I don't agree
 With anything you want me to believe
 Just leave me alone
 Even if tomorrow I wake up
 Once again talking to you
 I tried to stay away
 But it feels so good
 Bet you feel the same
 But you know I would
 I woke up in your bedroom, god
 I woke up in your bedroom, god
 There's nothing I could do
 When we got so close
 This is all I want
 For the best of most
 I woke up in your bedroom, god
 I woke up in your bedroom, god